Operation: Weight Loss!

Blah. I hate the fact that I keep stopping and starting. I don’t think it’s been very helpful. I had a breakdown last night (as usual) but this one left me feeling very empty and sad. I can’t live like this anymore. I’m getting to the point where desperation is setting in. And I feel like that is pathetic…that, or I’m just way too hard on myself. Sometimes I feel so hopeless, and I hate it. I hate that I can’t seem to take control of my life and my weight. I can sit and talk for days to people about what it takes to lose weight, because I have done it before, but yet I can’t do it now?? I don’t understand…


Anyway, so as I said in my last post, I’m starting over, this time with my weigh in days on Fridays. We will have to see if my theory pans out, and see if the weight loss happens this way. Wish me luck.


Starting weight: 240

Daily points: 31


1 Comment »

  1. sweetmelissak Said:

    you can do this! it’s very much a mental battle.

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