It’s so hard

Some people may consider this post to be complete bull…..and that’s fine. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions and I’m not one to judge. I will say this though, it has been scientically/medically proven, so I’ll just leave it at that.

 

I’m a food addict. I didn’t want to tell myself that, but I am. And right now, I feel like I’m detoxing. I am literally having withdraws…am I crazy? Maybe…but this is real for me, and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. And I know, if I don’t take care of this right now, it’ll only get worse. I mean, I’m 23 and I weigh 233. How good will my quality of life by if I just keep getting bigger and bigger? I don’t even want to think about it. Just the thought scares the crap out of me. And I know that because you all love and care about me, you’ll tell me I’m crazy, and that I’m fine just the way I am, and that’s what you’re supposed to tell me. I know that, but I also know that it’s not reality. Reality is, I’m so far beyond “overweight” that I would actually prefer to call myself “overweight.” No….I’m obese. I have at least 70 pounds to lose. So I’m going to. No more excuses. I just hope you guys follow along with me in this journey and lend me your words of wisdom/support. I would really love that. 🙂

 

In wedding news, Bryan and I have booked our wedding and reception location. It’s called Creekside Pavillion and the link is www.creekparty.com. Let me know what y’all think! 🙂

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3 Comments »

  1. j-dub Said:

    as always i am behind you 110%. if you ever need anything or anyone dont hesitate to call me! im proud of you no matter what you do and here to support you!

    Creekside is Gorgeous!!! i cant wait till next year!!!!!!!!!

  2. Mel Said:

    Good luck! I am here to cheer you on!

    My sister and her Bryan looked at that place and it’s on their list of places they would consider. (they aren’t engaged and this was over a year ago. yeah I don’t know what’s up with that). It’s a nice place. My mom and him went to their open house last January to look at it.

  3. Kristi Said:

    I love that place and am very excited for you guys! I’ll be your accountability partner! My goal is to get down to 140-145, depending on what looks best on my frame. My weigh-in day is Thursday, but it’s usually in the evening, after Eric gets home from work. Last week, I was down to 180. That means all the baby weight is finally gone and I can’t blame it on that anymore. 🙂 I’d like to lose it before the wedding I’m in in June, but don’t know if that’s possible. I’ve really slacked off on the eating part and only go to the gym 3x each week (I’d like to go at least 4). I’m pretty sure I gained weight this week, but I’ll let you know what the scale says tonight!


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